I’ve always known I would reach this point but I never knew I could feel like this.
I have to start over….and I hate it every time. My perspective on everything I’ve know growing up is changing as I continue to grow as an adult. My mother was a single parent but my father still had a presence in my life. Now I am in a similar situation but my son’s father has no presence.
As you can see by the title, something major has just happened in my life. I am officially unemployed. How insane is that? I worked for this company for the past 3 years and I hated coming to work. I never saw myself as someone who was complacent. I dealt with a lot of negativity within the company and after a very small amount of tears, I am actually happy to be gone from the company. I like to have a plan before I decide to move onto the next situation but in this situation I didn’t. It became overwhelming to take care of my son and still have time to secure a future for myself.
Now I have no more excuses. I have to dedicate this time and energy into making my situation better. I don’t like being down but I have gained the experience to find what I want to do with my life moving forward.
I am gonna say a little prayer and continue to move forward.